SMALL MIRACLES
The search for health without having to go through long, painful, expensive and often ineffective measures ultimately leads the brave and the slightly desperate to explore the possibility of spiritual healing.
In my own case it was a series of lucky coincidences that I now view as guidance from my higher self which led to the healing described on the previous page. At that time I became a past-life regression therapist, yet was reluctant to practice professionally. Years later the same kind of synchronicity led me to meet the wonderful woman who trained me in TFT (Thought Field Therapy) and Theta healing , both of which I have used to reprogram my beliefs and remove anxiety, trauma and self-defeating patterns of behavior that had me stuck.
I had just made the painful decision to break away from the Bhakti yoga (Hare Krishna) spiritual practice and tradition I had been involved with for 15 years.
I was disillusioned, exhausted and seriously depressed. After reviewing my life with all it's apparent failures I felt extremely lost and disappointed with myself. I had also ended yet another woeful relationship and believed that my ability to give and receive love was flawed beyond repair.
I was at a friend's house warming party and was introduced to a petite woman named Carol. She listened to me rant about my troubled past and then asked me if I would like to be free of the anger I held toward my last partner. Of course I said yes ! She then proceeded on the spot to do a simple healing treatment for me which lasted no more than 5 minutes. I found it intriguing but knew that the painful regrets and anger would be back tomorrow, just like they always were.
Several days later I was clearing out old belongings and came across a photo of this man. I felt a rush of love and wondered how he was. As I was putting the photo on the wall I realized that I was not angry at him any more. To me this was a small miracle.
Within a week or two this generous woman offered to teach me the technique free of charge as she could see I was keen but could not raise the funds to attend the course. I became an avid fan of Thought Field Therapy and used it to clear away mountains of my emotional baggage in the ensuing months. What I didn't know at the time is that the habits of thinking that I had accumulated over a lifetime would recreate some of that baggage if I didn't change at a belief-systems level as well.
This is where Theta healing came into my life. I had rebuilt my world and was reasonably happy in most areas, yet some old wounds began to resurface and I went back to see Carol to get help. Healing oneself is very satisfying, yet everyone has blind spots and that is why we really need a friend sometimes, someone who can see what we are hiding from ourselves.
This time Carol used Theta Healing and it gave me immediate help as well as insight. Once again Carol offered a healing course to me free of charge. She knew I did not have the money, yet I did have the desire to change.
I practiced this technique on myself and others as eagerly as I had the TFT a year or so earlier. Mostly I was just desperate for some healing within myself. I know there are people suffering all over this earth and I have always wished I could be of genuine help to others as well, but until I could see real results on an ongoing basis in my own body, mind and spirit I would not feel confident to practice as a healer.
After getting very good results replacing some of my old belief systems, I chose my lip to begin with the body healing practice. There was a hard brown patch in the center of my bottom lip which had been there for about 8 months. Several people had told me it was skin cancer and that I would need surgery to remove it, but as I had developed a severe allergy to doctors I decided to try Theta Healing instead. I had tried every kind of lip cream in the book to no avail. I followed my healing manual step by step. Three days later it was completely gone.
Within the ensuing months, after years of procrastination, I completed an album of my songs. I believe this had everything to do with the belief systems reprogramming I did using the Theta techniques and the mountains of negative thought fields I removed with TFT. I recommend them both for anyone who thinks depression is inescapable, is stuck in self-defeating behavior patterns or would like an alternative to medication and / or surgery for what ails them.
For more details on both healing modes, click the links above.
I am still gaining experience and do not wish to practice as a healer, but can highly recommend my mentor Carol Roberts. She now has the new Energy Enhancing System detox facility as well. (Details and phone number for Carol listed on the Stuff to Buy page.)
I now understand that healing is a journey rather
than an event.
The day to day challenges of human life can throw any
one of our systems out of balance, therefore healing is an
ongoing surrender to the nature of our human condition, a practice of
self-discipline and self-love. Being human means being a work in progress. Maintaining health for me is synonymous
with maintaining my connection to the voice within that is full of
wisdom, guidance and love.
Love Is
what we are
