Orion's Daughter
"We are stardust, we are million year old carbon
And we've got to get ourselves back to the garden"
Joni Mitchell
In 2006 I began an exciting experiment to make contact with an inner guide. My life as I knew it fell apart and was refashioned as it has been many times before, but this time I had an ally who supported me from within and led me to my own personal spiritual renaissance. I documented my process for posterity and for you, because if you are reading this there is a possibility that you have been led here by your own inner guide.
As I follow my innate sense of direction I am led to other sources of information that confirm what I have seen and understood and I continue to research a wide spectrum of topics to fill in the gaps in my spiritual quest for the "Truth". This continues on a daily basis and if you are moved or inspired in any way by my work then I feel I have done well in my quest.
SEPT 20 2006. I have lost my taste for society, television and indoor living. I have been living in a tent for almost two years. I moved into a caravan to stop my friends worrying about me. I live with my dog and the moon and the stars and the colors of sunset on the beach as my closest companions. Humans think I am a little mad and maybe they are right, yet I feel sad for most people I know as they do not seem to be very happy. I get blank looks mostly when I speak about how great it is to be embraced by nature and initiated into her secrets.
This way of living led me to have no fear when I found an old book on how to "channel a spirit guide". I sat in meditation and asked for a guide who worked for the Divine Source of all Creation and the good of all life on planet earth. This is what happened.......
SESSION ONE: My first impression is excitement in my body.My crown area is tingling and I feel pressure on my third eye and neck. I ask that my guide step forward and that they be of high intent and work for the good of all mankind. In my mind's eye I see a spinning pyramid, the apex is golden. I become aware that if I either build a small pyramid or buy a small crystal one that this being will be able to attune to my frequency better, or rather, lift mine up to a place where I can receive a clearer channel.
I am shown a darkish, broken pyramid and am made aware that this is a picture of me! The apex is a clear green but the bottom is blackish and I get the impression that my belly and lower back are congested with dark energies, impeding my ability to raise my vibration adequately. Still, I have made a connection of sorts and that's a start.
I ask that I be connected to a high-level guide who can help me and help others through me, through the media of art, writing, music, dance and bodywork, to evolve spiritually as well as materially. I am made aware that it would be beneficial to visualise crystal pyramids in order to attune my frequency, which makes sense in the light of previous techniques I have practiced. I thank the guide and return to ordinary consciousness. About half an hour has elapsed.
End of session one.
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